One step out of time…
07/04/2003
Have you ever had one of those days when everything felt out of synch? I’m having one of those today.
I’m tired, can’t get motivated and am making no sense whatsoever!
I feel strange. I was looking at my rating and I’m 8.7 and have been for quite some time now. I’m well above the statistical average and I feel really odd about it. When I joined the site it was the first ratings site I had ever joined (heck I’ve only tried one other and as it only appears to have about 9 members it’s pretty dead.) I thought if I get low ratings fine (I kind of expected it) if I get higher ratings great, it’s going to do wonders for my self-esteem. Yet strangely it’s not. Over 50% of both men and women think I’m a 10. That’s really nice in itself, yet I feel strangely uncomfortable with people thinking I’m attractive. I’m not used to it. It makes me feel odd. It’s going to take a lot of getting used to.
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